"Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death."
Romans 8: 1-2
(This is kinda a therapy session for me.)
I have realized over the past few weeks more than ever that God does not condemn me, he convicts me. If I have done all that I can to remedy the situation then that's all I can do. Ultimately I will answer to God because he forgives me and sets me free from the life I would be living without Him.
...as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us.